it’s almost midnight on a thursday, I am in the bath after maxing out my pain meds and watching a 2hr documentary called ‘the elegant universe’ on string theory and really wishing I was science smart because this shit is awesome.
I did it - I did the thing. I got all pretty for physio and shopping. I took a picture with my cell on the way to physio, and I am now in the bath, so pics will have to come later. I was quite pleased with myself though - I may have felt like I was dying, but just saying, I looked pretty damn good.
and I rewarded myself for a really hard night with no sleep and still going to physio with buying cloud atlas on bluray, and the first assassin’s creed game. and then I was feeling really restless after dinner, so mom took me downtown and oops I bought myself more presents - happy early birthday self! I bought a super cute yellow button up with white birds on it (I now have 3 bird shirts, aww yiss)! I took pics, so those will come tomorrow as well. and a pair of decent earbuds, because Leeter ate my last ones a while ago and running around town, and having my heat pack time at physio without music was starting to drive me a bit nuts. I like to use my earbuds instead of my amazing headphones, because I need to be able to talk to my mom while out shopping, and the girls come to check in on me and make sure the heat packs aren’t getting too hot and burning me, so I need to be able to hear them too. With my bose headphones, I never hear anyone - I didn’t even hear the fucking planes when I went to Texas, it was pretty awesome. but not good for running around. I keep one earbud in with my music going to help keep me from stressing out too much over things, and one out so I can chitchat if necessary.
also, OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OOHHHH MYYY GOODDDDDDD. MY MOM PICKED UP A POSTER TUBE FROM THE POST OFFICE TODAY. I AM ASSUMING MY DAD BOUGHT ME THE VANCOUVER ME3 LITHOGRAPH I HAVE BEEN DROOLING OVER. I WANT TO SCREAM I AM SO EXCITED.
^ literally me when I saw the poster tube in my mom’s hand on the way back to the car, omfg. I was like, I THINK I KNOW WHAT THAT IS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and she was like, NO NO YOU DON’T YOU NEVER SAW IT and I just continued to :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD (also I am thinking that I am going to completely break my pocketbook and shell out for all the DLC I haven’t played, because I want the full Mass Effect experience goddamnit, and I’m doing my first full runthrough with Karylen (as I only had ME2&3 until December when they released ME for the PS3), and I just want everything, I want to experience everything, feel everything, hear everything aksghdfagskjgfasdjh I NEED IT ALL OKAY I NEED IT)
Alsoalso, when I brought home AC, my dad was like WHY DID YOU BUY A GAME, WHY DID YOU DO THE THING, THAT BETTER NOT HAVE BEEN ON THE LIST KJHSDGKHFHSDF OR SO HELP ME
…SO MY DAD BOUGHT ME AT LEAST ONE GAME TOO.
Dad, you can kind of suck for emotional support with my crps sometimes, but you buy me so many awesome things to spoil me and try pretty hard to make me happy, so thank you, I appreciate it very much and am getting very excited to see what you got me.
Alsoalsoalso he mentioned me may give me some cash to go buy makeup with
(because he is too manly a man to go buy me makeup for my birthday, lawl okay dad), cackling though because yesssssss this is good because I am going back to see Kacey and we’re going back to Vic which means more Sephora yesssssssssssss! note to self: you really need at least one atomizer for your full-size perfumes, so buck up and get one or more dumbdumb. also get that beam me up hottie nailpolish because I regret not getting it. the nailpolish I got is pretty, but the name and the fact I was seeing star trek, and it’s a glitter polish which I need more of is like the trifecta of awesome so why didn’t I get it I am an idiot, oh well that is what next time is for.
Blab: Three secrets I'm keeping.
Mwah: Three people I'd like to kiss.
Similar: Three members of the same sex I find attractive.
Different: Three members of the opposite sex I find attractive
Pastime: Three hobbies I have that I would be embarrassed to know someone discovered.
Doing: Three habits that I have.
Psst: Three things that I've always wanted to tell you.
Shh: Three things I wouldn't wan't my parents to know
Dream: Three wishes I have.
Want: Three things I would do to you if we were alone.
so I still feel like shit, and have not slept since I woke up yesterday afternoon.
I am super high on my max dose of pain meds, so I am attempting to finish painting my nails, straighten my hair half-decently, and then do a bit of make up and get dressed in the next hour and forty minutes. and bonus, the sun has come out and it’s stopped raining, thank you universe fiiiiiiiinallyyyy
will I be able to do it before I have to go to physio? who knows.
but I feel like shit, so I wanna at least look pretty.
My fucking left knee and ankle won’t let me sleep, so I listened to half of something else - the airborne toxic event for a good hour and a half on repeat and gave myself toooons of shrios feels, and downloaded some more pics in the Thane tag to my phone (he is my phone and laptop background). At least in ten minutes I can take my second dose, and try sleeping again. Rain, seriously, you can fuck right off now.
I have physio at 3pm today, and I’m currently trying to decide if this is a good thing or not. I know it’s good to stretch my legs out and get them moving a bit without a ton of resistance, but fuck me it kinda sucks majorly after. I just wish the sun would come back and get this shit to calm the fuck down at least a little bit, ugh. Oh well, gonna pop downtown after and pick up Cloud Atlas on bluray so I have an excuse the next time I need to cry a lot.
They owe themselves a memorable vacation…