I’m in as much pain I was in back at the beginning of May when I was waiting to get treatment still. It’s been six weeks since I had my lidocaine infusion, and like four weeks since I’ve had a nerve block, and I am in agonizing pain again.
The swelling in my hand is back - I noticed it this morning. It’s puffy like a goddamn marshmallow.
Just took my max pain meds dose. I want to curl up into a little ball of hurt and just hide under my fuzzy blanket with my pillows and heating pads and never move again.